Without Me

I wonder what it would be like
All the pain being gone
There would be no more sadness
I wouldn't feel overwhelmed
I would feel nothing

I wonder what it would be like
Would they miss me?
Or even care that I was gone?
I don't know if it would make a difference
They could go on without me

Would it matter if I were gone?
I might grow to make a difference
Maybe the cure for cancer
Or something else as grand

What would they do without me then?
I don't know what lies ahead of me
Or even what tomorrow beholds
I need to keep surviving in the present
To see what the future will bring
I need to wait to see what would happen without me